Monday, August 1, 2011
July 25th, 2011
Today has been 5 months since our babygirl was called home to be with the lord and her grandmother. Some days are easier then others, then i find myself slipping into depression thinking about Alhana. Being pregnant so soon is bring back allot of memories. This pregnancy was not planned and we were not sure that we wanted another baby after what we went threw. I am a little more emotional. today all i have done is cry and think of our beautiful Angel. I wish EVERY DAY that she was here so i could hold her, kiss her, she what she would look like and if she would be a spit image of myself or her father and brother..this we will never know. We Miss her every day.